Day 307 | Saturday, October 31 | 2009

Southeast Engine...

Southeast Engine made a return in playing live after a six month (and much deserved) break. They all dressed up as 'ghost farmers' for tonight's show at Casa Nueva and I must say that it was a great show. It had been a long time since I had seen them play -- I am not sure if I had ever seen them play with Billy -- and it brought a good feeling to my heart to be there for it.

The music world is, for the lack of better words, really fucked up. Why Southeast Engine is not enjoying the same accolade / fame as bands like Bright Eyes, Okkervil River, or Wilco is beyond me. It is so hard to get recognition / credibility from the Powers that Be and, especially with that being so, it seems like it is not even worth it. Why don't we just accept the fact that the music industry / hype machine is most always wrong and misses writing about really good bands. Anyways, I hope the band's lack of recognition doesn't do them in; I hope that they can keep playing and writing and show that there is still a light on in the attic that is their artistic muse.

I'm going to go see Caitlin now; she's on duty again tonight but only for a couple more hours.

Day 306 | Friday, October 30 | 2009

Hallopalooza...

So today's kindergarden class was a no-go. I showed up to class with my ice cream cone and everything and I forgot that Ms. West (the teacher's name) had sent me an e-mail telling me that class was canceled. It wasn't a big deal -- I just went home and took a nap instead.

Later on I met up with Caitlin and took her out to dinner at Casa before going to Hallopalooza (an event put on by Ohio University's school of music that showcases Halloween songs / flair). The show was really campy and often times hilarious but what really stole the show was this band pictured above. I forgot the name of the band but the amazing thing about their act was that all four members played instruments made entirely out of rubber balloons. It was insane. I couldn't believe what I was hearing / seeing. One guy solely played a five inch strip of latex into a microphone and it ended up sounding like a tenor saxophone. It was crazy.
After the show, Caitlin went back to her dorm to be on duty from 9 until 3 AM. She has the same hours tomorrow night so it's gonna be a long weekend.

Day 305 | Thursday, October 29 | 2009

Kindergarden...

Here is a little ice cream cone I made for my class tomorrow that will help me play a little color / number game with the kids. I'm thinking about going around the room and quizzing them on their numbers and colors and giving them candy corn in return for getting correct answers.

Today has been a good day in general. I overslept my alarm clock but it didn't matter. Classes were good -- in Spanish Civ & Culture we talked about the Generation of '98 writers which I found really interesting. Miguel de Unamuno, Pío Baroja, García Lorca, and several others.

Maybe one day I will be able to move on from teaching numbers, colors, and ice cream to the Generation of '98.

Day 304 | Wednesday, October 28 | 2009

My Cup of Tea...

I love Wednesdays because I only have one class. Today was pretty slow-paced. I woke up really early to get theory work done, went to class, came back, and took about a 3 hour nap. In actuality it was about 2 hours now that I think about it. I went for a long run, got dinner with Caitlin, stopped by the Donkey to get this tea, and now I am home finally updating the blog (putting old pictures in) and I am about to get some homework done.

Tomorrow will be busy -- both Spanish classes and Anthropology. Tomorrow night is Reflections but I am not sure if I am going to go. We'll see.

Day 303 | Tuesday, October 27 | 2009

Yellow...

The leaves are going one by one. Another portraiture of the fall colors. Yellow this time. Today has been a nice day -- classes were not too bad, I went swimming a little after lunch time and Vegan Cooking Workshop tonight was pretty awesome. It was mexican food night and it all tasted amazing. It might have been one of the best, if not the best, meal that VCW has ever had. Really. One would think that Boaz had never left...

This week is going to be exciting / busy. I have a test on Friday, teaching on Friday, and then Halloween is this weekend. Caitlin will be on duty pretty much all weekend but that won't stop me from spending some time with her.

Day 302 | Monday, October 26 | 2009

Red...

I slept for about two hours last night and I am so disappointed in my inability to manage my time. I worked on that PowerPoint presentation for about 4 hours and finally got it done in the late night / early morning hours.

I need to get better at planning and allocating my tasks but most of all I need to get better at focusing.

The leaves are beginning to fall down off the trees and onto the ground. Soon all the trees will be bare and sickly looking.

Day 301 | Sunday, October 25 | 2009

Soccer Players...

Played another game of soccer this morning and we won 2-0! Fun times indeed. I scored a goal and it was pretty exciting. We won the game even though we were playing with five players (usually we play with 7 in this league). The other team had about five substitutes and that made it even more challenging. Still, we pulled it off!

Last night was part fun, part awkward, and part upsetting. It was a nice get together to see Boaz off (he's returning back to New York today) and about twenty people came over for dinner. The food went off well -- we had the Romanian feast I had made before but this time Leslie, Caitlin, Casey and Sarah helped out a lot and made everything possible. The awkward parts of the night were when Boaz kept on insulting Leslie. By now, I've sort of gotten used to Boaz poking fun at Leslie but somehow things just didn't seem right this time. It seemed like something deeper was going on. I could see Leslie trying to reach out to Boaz to try to communicate how she is going to miss him and how much of a friend he was to her and it was a little surprising to see him act so callously rude to her. It was as if he didn't really consider her to be a true friend -- or at least a friend that he valued very much. It all escalated as the night went on and eventually turned into a full-blown argument. Supposedly the two have been arguing online today and it saddens me to see two very good friends be so upset at one another. I can understand pieces of where each of the two are coming from but what I can't understand is both person's inability to reconcile with the other -- particularly Boaz. I wish things weren't so messed up right now.

Regardless, I have lots of work I should be doing (particularly a PowerPoint presentation that is due tomorrow that I just found out about) and I am going to get on it.

Day 300 | Saturday, October 24 | 2009

Halloween Time...

Today has been mostly good. Started off nice with a run on the bike path and then went to Kroger's with Leslie to get groceries for Boaz's going away party. We will be making the Romanian bean mash / rice pilaf that we made about a month ago for him and I hope it all goes well.

After groceries, I went and played a game of soccer and it was a really good game. We started off losing 3-0 and there was about 15 minutes left to play. Somehow, our team rallied and scored four goals in the remaining time to totally turn the game around and win 4-3. It was great. I mean, it would have been fun too even if we would have lost but it was really fun to win a game for a change. I think our record is now 1-1. We have a game tomorrow morning too to make up one of the games that was rained out.

Anyway, I'm about to get ready to make a bunch of food. Here is a picture on my way to go play soccer this morning.

Oh yeah...this is the 300th entry of Beans with Garlic. I'm kind of surprised that it's lasted this long.

Day 299 | Friday, October 23 | 2009

In the Mirror...

Caitlin and I have been dating 20 months since today! I can gladly say that I have deeply valued all of this time I have been blessed to be with her. She is quite a loving girlfriend, an amazing individual, and an even better friend. She's been there with me through thick and thin and I don't know where I would be without her or without her love.

Today is also Ben's birthday and Caitlin and I will go out to his, Matt's and Emily's house to celebrate. I'm looking forward to seeing Ben, Tiana, Emily, Chris, Matt and Sam -- it's really been too long and I'm starting to feel bad about not seeing them. They are all a great group of friends to me.

Today was good; teaching kindergarden was interesting. I thought them colors today: rojo (red), amarillo (yellow), azúl (blue), verde (green), naranja (orange), violeta (purple), café (brown), and negro (black). I don't think any of the eighteen children remembered many of the colors. They all seemed to pick up on the easy ones (rojo; azúl) but just seemed to not pay too much attention to what I was saying. Half the class still thinks I am a girl.

I took this picture outside of Caitlin's dorm while waiting for her to come down.

Day 298 | Thursday, October 22 | 2009

Gold Day...

Another busy Thursday over here and the same old routine except that I went swimming this morning before classes.

Class in the morning, afternoon, and evening and then Reflections tonight with Boaz. It's sort of sad to see Boaz leave but I feel like maybe it's just his time. Leslie and I are throwing him a going away party on Saturday and it should be a good time.

I took this photo on my walk to school. Come this time next week (or the week after) the leaves will probably be gone.

Day 297 | Wednesday, October 21 | 2009

Wax Stand...

Starting Saturday I will get back into writing and posting a picture for each day. Saturday marks the 300th entry and I figure that would be a way to get back into it all. I have all these pictures on my camera that I still need to transfer to my computer and post to the corresponding day but school has gotten so busy that I just haven't had any time for myself.

Today was a really good day. I got my Spanish paper back yesterday and it went very well (my prof. gave me great comments and also gave me an A+) and I got my music theory test back today and scored a 96. Life is good right now. It's been a really hard week workload wise but I am hanging in there. I think staying up all night Sunday night threw things off a little for me.

Here is a little stand / display of Cantrell's honey / wax business here near Athens. They set up every wednesday at the farmer's market on State Street.

Day 296 | Tuesday, October 20 | 2009

Bicentennial Park...

Tuesdays and Thursdays are my busiest days. I have almost all of my classes and then all of my tutoring / extracurriculars those days.

Starting soon, I'm going to put more effort into my blogging (I know I have been saying this for the past week or two but I really mean it). Time is just moving by too fast.

Speaking of which, Boaz is going to leave this Sunday and tonight is his last Vegan Cooking Workshop ever. I know that he has said this before but I think he really means it this time. I am really going to miss having him staying with me -- it's been a really special time.

Here's a photo I took between tutoring and VCW.

Day 295 | Monday, October 19 | 2009

Easy Rider...

I got about 30 minutes of sleep last night and today just seemed like a dream. I am sitting here typing on my log (on Microsoft Word) and I am about to take a long nap.

My test seemed to go alright and I felt really great about my paper.

Also, I took pictures of Caitlin last night with my iPhone while she was not looking -- pictures of her snuggling with Grey Brother :)

Here's a photo of the bike that is always outside my place.

Day 294 | Sunday, October 18 | 2009

Beautiful Day...

I have been so stagnant in my blog it is making me quite depressed. I must update all the pictures I have been neglecting since the end of September. I think after this year is over I am going to discontinue this whole thing. It is getting to be a lot harder for me to do and my energies might be better spent elsewhere. All I have is about 70 more days to go though.

Today consisted of me driving back to Athens and trying to get work done. I am sitting in Caitlin's room right now trying to flesh out a 2 page Spanish paper. It's really nothing much but I am making it harder than it needs to be.

Day 293 | Saturday, October 17 | 2009

My Best Friend's Wedding...

I went to Eric Almer's wedding in Lexington today.


Here is a picture of the two newlyweds (picture uploaded later).


I am so tired (from getting up early and running, driving to Lexington, and just from the recent lack of sleep).

It was really surreal to see Eric (my best friend growing up as a kid) get married. It has been a long time since we have really kept in good touch but I feel lucky to be here today at the wedding.

Day 292 | Friday, October 16 | 2009

Caitlin Hiding...

I spent most of the morning anxious about the day and it actually didn't turn out that bad -- I made it through my classes, I showed up to teach the class (and it was cancelled), and I got to take a long nap to make up for not sleeping too much last night.

Tonight was really great too. Boaz, Garrison, and I made some really good pizza crusts and sauce and we had a bunch of friends over for a pizza party. Even Jonah came over and it was hilarious to see him run around and try to knock people over (Jonah is three). It turned out to be a great day after all.

Here is my baby hiding 'neath the covers before bed!

Day 291 | Thursday, October 15 | 2009

Wild Things...

I had two midterms today -- Spanish Civ. & Culture and one in Biological Anthropology. I felt pretty good about both of them.

Tonight Caitlin and I and a group of friends went to go see Where the Wild Things Are at the midnight showing. We all wanted to sit together and sat in the 2nd row (to my insistence). Boy, that was the wrong choice. My eyes are still sore from watching the moving at such a close distance and I feel like I just came out of an audio/visual prisoner of war brainwashing session.

I should probably see the movie again before judging it. I thought the cinematography was excellent but the writing was poor. There was such little character development it was atrocious. The level of communication between characters never surpassed a certain superficial watermark and it just felt empty. The puppetry and animation was superb though. Cool visual presentation of characters; nice photography.

Here's a photo of the group of folks I went with to see the movie acting like Wild Things outside of the Athena Grand.

Day 290 | Wednesday, October 14 | 2009

Farmer's Market...

A friend of mine and I were talking yesterday about how the mind works, how memory works, and some of the armchair philosophies you can make while waiting an hour between classes. We noted that memory is a particular burden -- one that approaches a limit and needs to be cut off. Can you imagine a brain that we could remember every detail of every month, week, or day of our life. I have noticed with this exercise of writing down daily events and taking pictures that I still can't remember everything entirely. I can only remember January 7, 2009 for what I have written down and little else. Or worst yet, I can only remember September 2007 by things that I would have considered broad and unspecific at the time. I would take the stance that we are fortunate not to remember everything all at once. Think about all of the painful memories we have. Surely I am not a model nor microcosm of humanity but I have noticed that I have several more entries tagged with 'feeling crappy' than with 'feeling good'. That is to say that it is more probable in my life experience that stressors have occurred more than things that have made me happy.

What kind of life is this that renders this true? I remember reading a book a while back called Happiness is a Serious Problem -- explicating the theories of why we need or aspire to be happy and how that mindset molds the rest of our experience. There, the approach to happiness transcends the idea that is a personal goal and develops more as a moral obligation. The truth then, is that happiness is not necessarily a condition that falls on us (as we would be the passive receivers) but instead is an earned condition -- something that we have to actively work toward. I remember when I first read the book (I was particularly unhappy at the time) and the ideas were illuminating.

We owe it to ourselves and those around us to work on our happiness, happiness leads to goodness and decency, and happiness goes hand in hand with spirituality of one's being.

Day 289 | Tusday, October 13 | 2009

Boaz the Golfer...

I slept in a little bit today and then Boaz taught me yoga. It was really hard this time but I felt relaxed after it was done.

Today is a full day -- lots of class, tutoring, vegan cooking, and then more work.

I think I am going to upload all of the pictures I have not been putting up either tonight or tomorrow. I have been really lazy lately.

later: here is Boaz at vegan cooking pretending to be a professional golfer.

Day 288 | Monday, October 12 | 2009



I am so exhausted. I owe Caitlin some sort of compensation for helping me late through the night and the early morning.

This week will be really hard.

I just went to classes today, volunteered at the study abroad fair and then went home to take a nap. Nothing at all that spectacular.

At the end of the day I relaxed and played guitar before going to bed.

Day 287 | Sunday, October 11 | 2009

Good Friends...

There is so much work to do and I feel so behind. The truth is probably not that I am behind but I only feel that way.

Today was nice to take a small break and have lunch with Leslie and Evan. I really like Leslie and Evan because they make me feel relaxed and that nothing is as bad as it really seems. They just want to listen to me and cradle me like the baby that I am. They are really unassuming people and I am lucky to have them as friends.

I am also so lucky to have Caitlin. Today she helped me so much with my presentations and helped me when I felt discouraged and I do not know what I would do without her.

Day 286 | Saturday, October 10 | 2009

Cool Runnings...


Caitlin and I ran in the Empower 5K run today. It was really fun -- Clare planned to meet up with us and we also ran into Jamie, Shaena, and Dee Dee.

Running this morning made me feel motivated to get work done (and there is lots of it) so I have been here in the library all day today working on a powerpoint presentation for Monday. I hope to get enough done so I won't be freaked out with loads of work on Sunday like I always seem to be.

Nothing else for today.

Day 285 | Friday, October 9 | 2009

Cold Souls...

Today was a completely crappy rainy day that had no inspirational qualities whatsoever. I did not have any time or motivation to get work done and I didn't do anything last night or this morning for class. I feel completely unprepared for the day and am wondering why I go at it sometimes. I didn't read any of my readings, I didn't finish my theory work, and I only feel so-so on my lesson plan for teaching the kindergarten class.

Maybe it is the weather but I feel totally hopeless. I wish things would be better...

later: I don't know why I worried so much -- everything turned out fine. I still was able to actively discuss everything in each of classes (despite not reading the lecture materials) and my kindergarten class went so well. I gave all of the kids spanish names and I taught them how to count numbers 1-10 by playing them a song on my ukulele. The kids kept coming up to me every minute or so to ask me what their name was again in Spanish. It was at that moment that I realized that none of them could read the name that I gave them on their name tags. Another funny note was that all of the kids were unsure of whether I was a boy or a girl (the long hair).

Also: Caitlin and I went to see the movie Cold Souls with Clare and it was really good (I recommend seeing it either in the theater or on home rental).

Day 284 | Thursday, October 8 | 2009

Boaz...

I have been meaning to get up early all week to get things done but I just keep pressing the 'snooze' button all the time. The word snooze is so stupid.

I am at loss for what to say. Today I went to Reflections and it was really enjoyable. Boaz discussed three different mental/physical/emotional/psychological types in aruvedic (sp?) medicine and it was interesting. My type is a pretty strong kapha.

Here is a photo of Boaz himself. I have been meaning to try to take more pictures of Boaz but he is so hard to photograph. I feel nervous about thinking about photographing him and here I settled for a mediocre shot.

Day 283 | Wednesday, October 7 | 2009

Graffiti...

More busy day than usual -- we made up some lost time in both my Spanish classes by having class. Previously my professors had been out of the country and some classes were canceled. Today I signed up to run in the Empower Campaign 5K run this Saturday. I went for a five mile run today and felt great so I think Saturday will be nice.

I have a bunch of work to do and I feel overwhelmed as usual. This graffiti on the sidewalk that I saw today sums up my current attitude perfectly.

Friday I will be teaching Spanish to kindergarten children and I feel unprepared. I also need to do a ton of reading and I feel lost. Everyone I know is having a party this weekend too and, although I want to go, it would be a big mistake to do everything on account of all the work I have to do in the next week.

Day 282 | Tuesday, October 6 | 2009

My Tomato-Nosed Pup...

Today was the first time that I have really ever done yoga. This morning, Boaz taught me some basic exercises and I must say that it was fantastic. I am really eager to learn more from him and to get in a regular routine. Although I think it was really difficult to maneuver and focus on my breathing, I felt extremely relaxed after all of it and could feel the immediate physical benefit with my eyes closed on the floor.

Other than yoga, today was pretty great. I had lunch with Caitlin when I took this picture of her holding a cherry tomato as her nose. She looks so cute! The rest of the day was somewhat uneventful -- more class, tutoring, and then Vegan cooking. Tonight at vegan cooking we made 'American' food -- bbq-marinated tofu, coleslaw, among other things. It was really good! I take that back. Vegan cooking was eventful and delicious.

Day 281 | Monday, October 5 | 2009

Monday Night Lights...

Nothing much to say about today other than that I have not been very inspired to keep this blog going. I haven't been updating it lately (for about a week) and I have just been writing without publishing now because I feel like I am going through the motions. I feel like this blog is no longer a space for me to just be. I am not sure, though, that it ever was that sort of space -- I am aware that people other than me read it and it might not be wise for me to write everything that is on my mind.

Should I keep going on with it or should I stop? That is the question I am trying to figure out. I feel like I should at least go on until the end of the year to complete my original intent if nothing else. If at that time, I find that I should stop or continue on in a different way I will choose then. It doesn't really matter anyway.

Took a music theory mid-term today, went to class as usual, and that's about it. After class, I did laundry, went running and did some homework.

Stopped by the soccer fields to watch some of the intramural teams play.

Day 280 | Sunday, October 4 | 2009

If Only I Could Jump Into That Colorful Dream...

Today was a bad day. I felt completely unmotivated to do anything and I literally stayed in bed all day. The only time that I left the house was to eat dinner with Larry and Jamie. It was nice to see Jamie and Larry but it was just a crappy day overall.

Day 279 | Saturday, October 3 | 2009

Outside My Apartment...

Yet another great day today. Soccer game in the morning went just okay -- we lost 3-0 to a team called The Blue Meanies. It was kind of an unlucky game for us. We had so many chances but we just couldn't execute the act of scoring a goal.

Mark and Susan came today and I am very grateful (they brought me a coat to wear as the weather has gotten colder and colder.) It was so nice to spend time with them too -- we went to a couple art exhibits -- one in Baker and one in the Kennedy gallery at the Ridges. The first gallery in Baker showed some of the works of a print maker (I cannot remember his name right now) and the second gallery at the Ridges was a show of collectibles and antiques from Athens county. It was all great and then afterwords we went to eat at Casa.

When we got back to my house later Boaz, Sam, Leslie, and a group of others came by to watch The Darjeeling limited. Caitlin and I decided not to watch the movie, though, because we were so tired.

Day 278 | Friday, October 2 | 2009



Today was one of my favorite days of 2009 so far. Although it was a little cloudy today (there was a later a little burst of sunshine -- when I took this picture) and I felt discouraged after meeting with my professor, our dinner tonight was really wonderful. Boaz and Sam did most of the cooking -- we had potato rolls (think an almost flaky spiced biscuit consistency with mashed potatoes wrapped inside of them), a vegetable soup, corn on the cob, some marinated and steamed kale, and vegan apple pie for dessert. The food itself was so good that I could not believe it came from my kitchen. I made the potato rolls for the most part (although Boaz made the dough), but Boaz and Sam made everything else. I am so lucky to have them here!

The night was also special because of the great people that were there -- Leslie, Dan, Mauricio, Boaz, Sam, and Caitlin. We all sat down while we ate our dinner and shared some sort of item, thought, or memory with the rest of the group. Boaz elected to 'share' me with the group by playing a few songs on guitar and I couldn't refuse. It was about that moment when Larry came over (some of his friends then soon followed thereafter). I chose to share a short film by Mitchell Rose called Elevator World which I find particularly hilarious. Go to www.mitchellrose.com for videos. Caitlin chose to share the video from her blog of a man reading a Rumi poem, Leslie gave out cards that she had made for everyone and read a piece of her own, Mauricio shared some tokens that were important to him and explained some of his valuable memories, Sam shared a poem by T.S. Elliot, and Dan performed an absolutely mind-blowing presentation of the didgeridoo. The didgeridoo is an Australian instrument (created by native Aborigines I believe) that resonates with a constant low-pitched din. What was surprising about the way Dan played the instrument, though, was that he was able to do imitable sounds through the instrument while circularly breathing. He played for about 3 or 4 minutes straight, while intermittently interpreting the careful sonic nuances of the bark of a dingo, or the squeal of some animal one might find while strolling the Australian Outback. While Dan was playing, I looked around and noticed that everyone's jaw in the room was practically drooped all the way down the floor in amazement. Of course Dan couldn't see this because he had his eyes coolly shut, sitting like Budha on my living room floor with a five foot instrument jutting out of his mouth as if he were talking through the trunk of a tree.

Day 277 | Thursday, October 1 | 2009

Caitlin...

Today was not that great of a day school wise. I got my paper back and I got a lower grade than I expected to get. My professor's reasoning for giving me a lower grade did not seem that sound either.

I don't know what it is but I just don't feel that motivated this quarter. Last year and over the summer I had felt really focused and determined but it seems now that it is all slowly dissolving. I cannot explain it.

Other than that, today has been a great day. I went and saw Caitlin tonight at the Donkey and she was so wonderful. She played an open stage set for about 15 minutes and played about 5 songs. Everyone had a glowing review of her performance (although she will be the last person to acknowledge her own success).

Also, I spent some time at Reflections on Sacred Life (an event that Boaz leads) and it was very nice to be there. I picked up the guitar and played a few songs and it actually felt somewhat comfortable for a change.