Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label sad. Show all posts

Day 260 | Monday, September 14 | 2009

Breakfast in the Morning...

Cooking breakfast for Caitlin this morning might have been the best thing (if not the only thing) I have done all day.

It has been a miserable day and I am feeling disappointed with a lot of things in life -- nothing in particular.

Day 188 | Monday, July 6 | 2009

Dow Lake...


Went on a walk today.  It was good to get out and think about things.  Sometimes we get so cloistered in our own homes and routines that it is detrimental to the inspiring reality that beautiful nature is all around us.  

Today was a chastening day for me.  Realizations for self-improvement came about -- I am going to start to slowly and steadily get better.  Some of my shortcomings and faults make me sad but I am so lucky (and grateful) to have a wonderful person like Caitlin in my life.  She helps me when I am in need until the very end.  For that, I love her.

Día 97 | Lunes, el 6 de Abril | 2009

Pato...

I am rightfully sunburned after yesterday's trip to Ingapirca. I totally forgot about putting sunscreen on and my arms and neck got it pretty bad. I put on some cream that helps sunburns (it is not aloe vera but it was less expensive and it still does the job.

Today I find that I am missing Caitlin a whole lot. It is a complete change for me to be here -- we spent almost all of our time together when I was in Ohio. Each day is harder in terms of not being around her and not being a part of her life. It is merely the idea of being with her that I miss the most. Simple things. Walking, eating lunch, joking, cuddling... I wish I could be there to talk or eat lunch with her today. I am very sad. I can't wait to talk to her tomorrow. And...thanks for leaving me comments baby -- I love you so much!

Today in class we learned some Andean concepts -- life cycles, the Andean perception of after life, and then we learned how to count in Kichwa.

Later today we have a ceramics class. I hope that my pot that I made for Caitlin last week is finished, at least I hope that it has been cooked in the kiln.

I'll add a picture either later today or tomorrow.